she says “traditions of our backyard”. (: #yerevan #backyard #coffee #tradition
i think i keep my limbic system in tough conditions. i don’t get it to feel good via stimulators, and i really feel good rarely. mostly when i do work i want and accomplish it. or if i manage to solve something. it’s really rare. it’s not easy. at least for me.
process is also rewarding. not much.
thus my limbic system does not “feel good” most of the time.
on the other hand, i see the parallel with dystopian future where people don’t move or don’t think any more, because everything is done by robots. rewards should not be easy. you have to feel good because you’ve achieved something, not because you drunk a cup of coffee. not a big achievement.
however, i feel myself deflated and crippled. people love having fun. it looks like i am not. therefore i cannot join them and/or share it. this is not a problem usually. it’s only a problem when you like someone and realize you are so unnecessary, because you lack features which are good for a relationship.
#evolution #limbic_system #reward #coffee #people
i’ve drank coffee made by machine. i feel pretty happy now. i never tried it before. i’ve tried some other coffee a couple of times in my life, but did not feel as good as now.
also, i feel that i have anchored good emotions to the person i’ve drank with.
now, i wonder if every time i will drink that, i’ll feel the same? or is it like cocaine, when after some time it’s not enough and one has to switch to heroine?
he was signed off from the hospital today (heart disease), and now he has to buy drugs for ~$100 per month. ironically, that’s exactly the amount he was spending to cigarettes and coffee.
#coffee #cigarettes #drugs #medicine #irony