today i don’t understand, sincerely, i don’t understand why do people tend to have romantic relationships.

i understand friendship. i understand communities. i understand circles of friends.

i don’t get romance. why? that’s actually has good impact on me. no, i know what i was looking for in relationships. i was in search of close friendship. today i understand i’ve got it wrong. i can have friends without relationships. (surprise, surprise!) i mean close friends. not just people whom i can talk with. i did not recognize that before, because i did not, and do not have close friends.

today i understand that apparently people usually do not think that they have to be friends in order to become romantic partners. well, for me that is weird, because how can you let close someone who is not close? i would not let not close people even close to my apartment. i would not tolerate them around, if we have no serious reason to be in the same space, like the work environment.

so, i understand friendship. i don’t get romance. i know i had relationships. it’s just so far from me today. if i can have good friends without relationships, why would i need relationships? it’s an extra bother, extra concern, extra responsibility. no reason to want them.

բնօրինակ սփիւռքում(եւ մեկնաբանութիւննե՞ր)